I know I should always look on the bright side and carry on with my life. But i feel trapped, i am unable to get out of my own comfort zone. I miss 0601 very badly, I cant let it go, really.
Smiling has been an easy task for me during my first 3 months in nanyang, together with 0601 oeisters! However, i realised that i had to use my fullest strength to force a fake smile on my face both yesterday and today. I cant live on without 0601, perhaprs i really need some time. Laughing and joking has been a daily activity for us during the first 3 months and i miss joking with oeisters,yes, every single one of them. I was having my lunch with my new classamtes yesterday and everthing seem so different without oeisters. the laughters have vanished, they’re gone. will they come back again?
Sihui was crying when i saw her during lunch yesterday and her tears were like virus! they made me tear too.ahh! its kinda embarrassing but i just cant help it. i understand the importance of 0601 in my life.they accept me as who i am, they truly care for me and I’m pround to be an oeister. WHY MUST YOU SNATCH MY HAPPINESS AWAY?
