Archive for September, 2007

Resting…

Lecture notes aside, worries away! Met up with the usual PL-Lites for funfair. The games werent that superb I have to say, the food was average but the quality time spent with  friends was indeed memorable! We celebrated seying’s birthday after the funfair, I guess she was pretty surprised by our gift!

YES- The world is flat. The version on the left is actually her birthday booklet with well-wishes, photos and not forgetting, chpater summaries for the authentic book=)) She was actually quite puzzled when we presented her with the black booklet, but after tearing the wrapping paper anxiously with so much might and awe, her face lited up!

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SPASTIC CHOO WITH HER PRESENTS!

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Dinner was fantastic and I assure you that SL and SY are glutters! They can eat a lot! YQ added some purple strends of threads on her head, they call it extension. Dont worry YQ, i’ll call your house and tell your mum about your mischievous deed! HAHA!

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YQ made this little photo for us, I didnt know you have such talents! THANK YOU VERY MUCH, I think it looks great! Your photo warms the heart =)) I dont understand why, but it seems that we have this habit of taking pictures in the toilets, be it in PL or in the public! But no matter what it is, it was all fun and laughters and joy!

Got to share a little with YQ and SY about my dilemma and problems. AH, and SY, being the ultimate joker shared this song with me. I like the song becos it mirrors my emotions, SY loves this song cos her favourite raymond lam sang it.

我真的受伤了

 窗外阴天了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

I shall not indluge in self-misey. YY was just telling me to buck up and lead my life MY WAY. This week has been a peaceful week, a week where i relooked at my hlaf-filled jar. I was actually very touched when one of my classmates, connie, initiated a conversation with me after noticing the drastic change in my facial expression and emotions. The smile was gone, my happiness index is falling, but I know they’ll soon be back.  I cannot help but to thank God for the angles that he has placed in my life, thank you for the little chats, the counselling sessions, the little cards, the extremely long sms-es and the love. I know I’m on my way cos this feeling has been there for too long, its time to let go. JIA YOU!

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just being random

We played with fire yesterday, yes i’m serious, but I mean it metaphorically. The fire was incredibly fierce and we had quite a tough time clearing the mess.

Met up with LTC after pris’s physics paper, I love having meal with them cos sihui would always lead us in prayer! We had quite a sumptuous meal at fish&co and we enjoyed a wonderul time of fellowship. 有点遗憾,昨天真是玩火自焚。Nonetheless, I still wanna thank God for the friendship and love that he has bestowed upon us =))

After spending a long long time in the restaurant trying to sabotage ahmeng by telling the waitress that it was her birthday repeatedly but to no avail, we entertained ourselves by doing mutiple surveys on our own accrod using a high-tech gadget! The gadget was uniquely impressive and all of us gave a thumbs-up for it!

Watched the long awaited 881 with ser and pris while sihui left for cellgroup. 881 is, I would say, something similar to a musical! It was really amusing and we were pleasantly surprised by the soothing getai songs. I used to think that getai songs were noisy and irritating, well, this movie has altered my persepctive a little. Pris and I left the theatre singing one of the songs “一人一半,感情不散” in hokkien, mind you! I guess Ser had quite a hard time cos she complained that she was furiously reading the subtitles all the way, haha you techno-serene!

Met up with SY today. The moment my parents saw her short and sweet and suave hair, they praised her and commented that I should do likewise. SY was of cos gloating and smirking and she confidently told my parents this “啊!不是头发,是我天生丽质!” Goodness, what can I say? My hair is in a grave danger now becos I have two friends by the name of SL and SY who apparently have short and neat hairstyles, something which my dad likes. I dont understand why serene ler and se ying love visiting the hairdresser so much, but they’re definitely putting my hair into grave danger! OOPS.

Alright, thats all for now,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SEYING!CONGRATS! YOU CLEARED GRADE EIGHT AT ONE GOAL, I’M SO PROUD OF YOU! thank you for being my friend, thank you for keeping in contact with me, thank you for bringing so much fun into my life, thank you for all that you’ve done and I promise that I wont tell anyone about your bball boyfriend! haha! and for your information, raymond lam is too old for your own good, though his role is extremely likable in the 7 Oclock show! Once again, Happy birthday, all the best and take loads of care! Let’s press on for the As and CHEER UP alright, I’m just a call away!

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In moments like this

I’m pretty confused and I dont know how to react. Conflicting viewpoints have been raised and I’m awfully disturbed. Perhaps the best thing to do is to hide away, but I know that I cant run away from reality all the time. Maybe I should just accept the changes and embrace them with a refreshing attitude.

Then and again, I abhor changes, infact, I’m afraid of them. They give me a sense of uncertainty. However, how am I suppose to fight against anything, I’m just a vulnerable soul out there. Yanyin read me a quote one day and I cannot help but to agree. Well, we have to accept life as it is not matter how much we detest it.

Sihui prayed for ser, pris, yanyin and I before the Econs case study paper =)) I feel so loved, even yanyin clapped after the little prayer. I dont know why she resorted to such a werid gesture, but she said it made her feel good. THANKS AH MENG =)) I miss the times when the whole PL prayed together as one before the O level examination, I miss Singapiration and morning devotion.  But i’m gald I’ve friends like LTC who would do singspiration with me, hints hints and points at miss bape, bring your guitar and lets have singspiration soon!

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命中注定

今天和爸爸妈妈一起到我最爱光顾的肉骨茶店吃又香又热的肉骨茶。原本打算用餐完毕后到附近的小商店买我爱不释手的“小老板”, 哪知原来那间迷你超市已被大火烧得面目全非。 是的,那就是最近发生祸患的现场。

那两姐弟不幸被无情的大火活活烧死,原本一心想逃命,但结果却送上了宝贵的性命,真是非常可惜。人生无常,想必他俩死之前应该还有很多事没有去做,无法去实现。也许最痛苦的莫过于他们年迈的父母,因为他们要面临白发人送黑发人得局面。我不知道为什么会为此而感到悲伤,或许这是人之常情吧。我也应该去好好珍惜身边所有的人,以免将来后悔。。。

不知受难者的亲戚朋友又会如何安慰死者的父母。

Got this from ah meng’s blog, i was jus wondering how people would comfort the family members:

“When you go to a friend, and you are pretty happy but you know your friend is depressed, you say”Hey… are you ok?” “No…I am really depress..” “Er.. Ok.. Don’t be sad.. Don’t be depress.. Don’t be stress.. Don’t cry.. It’s ok.. Don’t be angry..”

What is our solution to someone’s emotional problems? “Don’t!” Becos if you do that, and if i see it, i need to sit there for hours to listen to you. And i will have to get off the academic train with you while everyone is moving on. Everyone is moving on, and i am here.. with you… so “Don’t”!”

 of cos the academic train doesnt really apply in this case =))

但我想最好的方法就是坐在他们身边,给予他们支持与鼓励,放下所有的事,陪伴在他们身边。这种温暖感觉我曾感受过,到现在还一直持续着,希望他们身边的人也会一直陪伴着他们, 带着他们走过这黑暗的隧道。

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The Cursed Prelim

Oh well, this prelim is defintely cursed.

First, I studied for the wrong paper, thinking that it was Econs case study before Econs essay. Shockingly, to my utmost disgust and horror, it turned out to be the total opposite, how careless can I be? Next, my alarm clock failed me this morning! I woke up at 7.15am when I had to sit for my maths paper at eight, but by God’s grace, i made it on time=))  

Well, all these may be a blessing in disguise! Becos’ it has taught me to be more aware and alert. I PROMISE I WOULD BE MORE CATUIOUS THE NEXT TIME ROUND. Just like what sihui-the-ape has advised me after my apalling econs paper, one needs be tougher emotionally in order to grow.(yup, something along that line) thanks!

GROW GROW GROW. A good friend of mine is now eighteen and we celebrated her birthday today!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY PHYLLIS!

Thank you for being YOU, the unique and special you! Wishing you all the best and please wake up, mr choi is in a far-away land and I firmly believe that you guys cant communicate. Why not go for MR C? nearer and more accessible! I hope you’ve enjoyed yourself and take loads of care, till we meet again!

 那天和爸爸聊天,爸爸说我很傻, 问我为什么那么看不开。说了很多,了解了不少,正在尝试学着放手,寻找快乐的自我。谈了整整一个多钟头,爸爸反过来问我:“那你知道世界上最傻的人是谁了吗?” 我没有犹豫,毫不迟疑,笑着说“是我!” 

原来真的是我,我正在为这次校内会考的种种遭遇铺垫。(这是一种艺术手法!I was just foreshadowing my doomed econs paper!)

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国度

她,不属于她的国度。

在她的世界里,没有她的容身之处。

她,只好无奈地走远,

悄悄地,慢慢地,

从她的生命中

静静地消失。

有人说她的做法是正确的,但我不以为意。走远了,难道就能解决问题吗?倒不如无声无息地慢慢走近,打开她寒冷的心房,为她的生命注入一丝希望。

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我相信以上的话语,希望你也能。

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